My other picture

Well here's the other picture.. Again note the littlest marine in the
back, staunchly refusing to carry a navy bag, rigidly standing at
"attention" LOL what a nerd..

LOL what a square kid I was!

Haha thought you might like to see this picture of me from nearly 7
years ago.. Notice the marine patrol cap and attempt at standing at
rigid attention.. LOL! This was at an airshow that we went to with the
D's and I was all über-excited.. Back then I was positive that I was
headed for the marine corps ;) anyway, there's one more that I'll post
in a bit.

Old picture :)

My aunt just posted this picture today from her wedding like 10 years
ago.. I was one of the ring-bearers :) don't I look like a little
skater punk? LOL or something.. Anyway, thought some of you might like
to see this ;)

Yea..

Well I've been having a lot of trouble
lately with my life... I feel alone in this world, lost in a sea of
faces as kutless puts it.. I know I'll never fit in with the crowd
down here, but I am the kind of
Person that needs at least some popularity... There are plenty of
girls who give me attention, but that's not what Im looking for.. LOL
Anyway, I seriously wonder many times if there is anybody out there
who even cares.. Well, honestly I shouldn't need people to care to
feel like I'm worth something.. But for some reason I starve for human
attention. Oh well, I guess I'll live! ;p anyway.. I'll stop whining
now :) tomorrow is a holiday so I don't have any class to go to :)
that's nice for me, although with no real friends days are kinda
boring here.. Well, I'm probably sounding
Really weird, but I'm just really tired and sick.. My head is hurting
pretty bad so I can't think clearly..

Pictures and randomness as usual

Well, this week has been really busy, and really slow for me, but it's finally the weekend! :) Here are a few pictures, mostly old ones that I edited over this week while I was bored, but a few new ones too :) Well, I've been learning some more fun stuff in class, but every week I feel more and more alone in this place.. I've started to get invited to go do stuff with people every now and then, but I always have to come up with some excuse why I can't make it, because I'm not exactly looking to go to drunken wild parties... I get enough of them in the bay to satisfy me! lol ;P but I'm the kind of person that needs lots of human interaction, and here I always feel left out.. either I'm not interested in what they're doing, or they form cliques and don't invite me, or I'm honestly too busy with other responsibilities.. I'm glad I have my bible and cell phone, because without them I would go crazy!! Anyway, hope you enjoy the pictures! I'm looking forward to march 3.. 44 days :) well anyway, I'll stop talking now, and get the pix up :)

Sweet cast huh?? Army Style and everything!! Won't get in any fights like this!

Earlier this week there was a really beautiful sunrise :) I love my camera because it actually captured it how it looked!! :) I thank God for this kind of beauty even though all around me it's so bleak and crowded :) I love to pray for my friends while I watch sunrises and sunsets.. wondering if they're watching the sunrise too :) Same with the moon and stars.. although I don't get to see stars much because of San Antonio's lights..

The sunrise a little bit earlier before it was so pretty :)

Well, the next few pictures are already on here, but I was bored and did a little bit of editing with three different programs I have on my laptop :)

hehe creepy huh?

David playing guitar

She looks grumpy, but she wasn't ;p